There’s a limit to my patience. My husband is making me resentful towards him. I’m trying very hard to be patient but this financial situation he has put me in is really making me want to walk away.
Each morning I wake up. I have all these intentions of my day is going to be like. For instance wanting to clean up my house, but not having the physical stamina to do it. Now mind you, I live in a one-bedroom apartment. So this shouldn't be a difficult task, but being connected to my oxygen all the time makes me feel helpless at times. I breakdown when I'm alone because my family really can't help me with this. I'm dealing with yet another health crisis. I am being put in the hospital to do a bone marrow biopsy. Then I am dealing with a relationship that doesn't matter to me anymore because I know deep down the only reason he's still around is because of that car he is driving. Just tired. I need to be back in therapy, but I can't afford to pay for the sessions on a weekly basis. I'm trying not get used to the money that my sister gives me because she could decide that she wants to move on without me and I can only respect her for that. I'm so depre...
Susan and Sandra, Sandra and Susan or as my older sister Chapelle calls us "them two sisters there" we have always been together. If one is missing in action they swear we each know where the other one is. She has been my rock if it were not for my sister Sandra insisting that I go to the hospital. I would have died on April 16, 2009. I can not stress to her my gratitude in pushing the issue. She says she did it for selfish reasons, she wanted me to be here. I love her for that. My heart gets so full up when I think about my sister, and my best friend. We have gone through our share of ups and downs. But we long ago learned to respect each other as women and individuals. It took for my mother to make me realize when certain people tried to pit us against each other or break that foundation we have. I could not imagine going a day without talking to my sister Sandra. She sees me and accepts me for who I am. No matter what. If you have broken relationships that need repair fix ...
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