When I first came home from the hospital, I would sleep and would awake and not remember having a dream. I have always had a vivid active imagination, but to have a dreamless sleep was very unusual, and for a person like me, almost frightening. I thought I was losing that unique thing that made me me, my creativity. In 2012 when my ex-fiancee attacked me and was both emotionally and physically abusive, my whole world became a constant endless stream of nightmares. Some I would share, and others I would not, for the simple fact that they disturbed me so that I simply could not speak about them. My anxiety and depression is so bad that I have been diagnosed with PTSD(post traumatic stress disorder). I am transparent and both my doctor and my therapist is helping me to regain my life back. Last night was the first time that I had a dreamless sleep. It was nice to sleep and not have anything there. I cannot not change what happened to me, but by the Grace of God, I am still here and ...
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I'm sending her to your blog. The fact you had all these symptoms yet didn't go to the doctor is exactly how we are, too.
Thank you Susan. I pray our Father bless you and take care of you. You truly are an amazing person.
Miss Susan, you are a real blessing and I'm going to have my daughter watch your video's as well. Everything you have said is true. Even your life.
By the way I was born 09/10/1951. Type II Diabetic, winded just walking around the house, even the feelings you express.
I know God brought me here to help me through you and your knowledge of this disease. By the way, I too, went to sch. for Medical Assitant. Two of my daughter have and one now id getting her R.N. But the other daughter is having swelling of her feet, legs, even face. She is having many of the symptoms you say you have had too.
I'll email her right now, but want to thank you so much. You have given me more info than anyone and I am grateful. More than you'll ever know. Kandie