Holding On To Love

There are times when you ask yourself the hard questions when you're in a relationship, like am I doing the right thing or is it really worth saving, am I really what's best for them? Those are the questions you ask yourself day in and day out are you an enhancement or a hindrance to their life. I wonder these things daily about my soon to be husband Alexzander. I wonder about the decision he's making when he asked me to marry him 3 months ago. The nay-Sayers offer their opinions about why were are "moving" too fast to marry, but it's not like that for he and I, we have history together. Our paths have been crossing for the past two decades and even though he infuriates me. I love that man so much until it physically hurts sometimes to be apart from him or be at odds with him. He really is the other half of my heart.