Not Having A Plan B In The Midst of My Storm

Yesterday I was tried from all sides yesterday. I felt like I could not bear to lose one more thing due to my illness, and as I said before there is a lesson in every aspect of your life. I took for granted that I would have my education to fall back on, I took for granted that when a man said he loved me, he ment it. I took for granted that I would always be able to work and take care of myself and keep my head above water. What I found out yet again the hard way was that I don't have my education to occupy my time. I have to sit out for nine months before they will let me come back to USF. I have been going to college so long I should have 3 PhD's by now, but I have been getting in my own way and not completing what I started. Then life throws those curves and you have to sink, swim or float on. One this is definite is that being sick doesn't care if you can't eat. Your illness doesn't know who's going to pay the light bill or the mortgage. Watching you life being chipped away at and there's really nothing you can do about it. Except........PRAY.....The devil has no room in my life and I don't submit or accept anything he has done to me, because I know I am a blessed child of GOD and my Father keeps me covered come rain or shine and I praise him in the midst of my storm.

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