Today I was able to release something in my spirit that had been dogging me for a long time. It was extremely cathartic and I wept like I have never wept before. Two years ago I was dying and my Heavenly FATHER spared my life. GOD's mercy and love for me is astonishing. I want to talk to the men today. You have no idea what blessings and miracles we women are to you. WE have the capacity to love you in spite of all your bullshit that you heap upon us. You lie to us until those lies catch up to you....EVEN then WE still forgive you for things that YOU never forgive us for. The double standard needs to be put to bed once and for all. From the secrets you keep to the random women you sleep with and wreaking havoc along the way. I am here today not because I loved the wrong man. I AM STILL STANDING BECAUSE OF GOD'S MERCY AND GRACE. He will deal with you. I CAN'T PHYSICALLY FIGHT YOU, BUT ON MY KNEES MY BATTLE IS ALREADY WON. GOD KEEPS ME SAFE FROM HARM on a daily basis. Whenever I got into trouble it was because GOD had to LET ME SEE IT, and then he formed a hedge of protection around me. HE SHIELDED ME FROM MEN WHO'S SOLE PURPOSE WAS TO USE ME AND ABUSE ME BOTH MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY. I admire my God-daughter so much. She reminds me so much of myself. She has had to deal with so much adversity in her young life and she is very tenacious and when she gets knocked down, she finds another way through. I love her for the fighter that she is. She has an amazing capacity for love. I WANT TO SAY TO ALL THE MEN WHO HAVE COME IN MY LIFE WHO KNEW THEY MEANT ME NO GOOD AND TRIED TO HARM ME. I WILL PRAY THAT GOD HAS MERCY ON YOUR SOUL.......AND I'M STILL STANDING. NO MATTER WHAT YOU TRIED TO DO TO ME........I'M STILL STANDING.
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