This has been an uphill battle, but I am trying my best to hold this together. I have stumbled quite a bit in the past weeks and things that normally wouldn't bother me seem like mountains now. I had to retreat and take an emotional health day. To regroup and to get my focus back. In my haste of having to deal with the upheaval of disability. I had to get an attorney because I feel that it's now time for me to bring in someone who is truly on my side of this equation. I am also grappling with my fear of my doctors. I have gotten nothing but upsetting news since my nightmare began and I am just overloaded with everything. As a Virgo I tend to carry all of my worry in my gut and it makes for stress-filled episodes that cannot be planned on. My anxiety is through the roof and I have begun to break out in stress hives again over the thought of being homeless. I lived for a few weeks in my car because I was too ashamed to ask my mother could I come home. Even though she told us th...
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