The Face of Heart Failure

Finally got to see my Bariactric Surgeon Dr. Stelios Rekkas. He gave me my surgery date for my vertical sleeve gastrectomy. I am over the moon about meeting all of my clearances with my other doctors. I really haven't talked to much about my surgery to my oldest sister because she's not on board with me doing the procedure. I have to do this for me to have a better quality of life for myself. This will be life changing for me and I am so ready for it to happen. I want to bump up my strength training to minimize the loose skin. I need to also get me some Palmer's cocoa butter to help with stretch marks. I am looking forward to watching my body change for the better. HW:363 PreSurgery:340 Goal Weight: 140

I am on my third marriage, twice with my second husband. I honestly don't know if I am cut out to be a wife. I don't know at times if I want to becmarried to him or anyone for that matter. I know marriage is all about compromise, but he's not giving me the space I need to sort things out. He asked me when he could come back home and my response to him was we need counseling. I think he feels as if he rushes through this the faster he can get back to driving that car and being back in my life on a permanent basis. I know him well enough to know he is very persistent, but I won't be rushed into making this decision with him hell-hacking me about it. If he doesn't gives me the space I need I am unsure if I can continue in this marriage. I got my divorce packet while he was with me and it felt surreal that I'm faced with the possibility of yet another divorce. Hopefully my individual counseling will give me more clarity.