Moment to Moment
Really been melancholy today. It's all I can do to keep from falling apart. I am facing yet another health crisis and I'm not sure of what the outcome of this doctor visit will be. Abnormal bone marrow is a scary thought, and I just am keeping myself together. I know the person I want to talk to about it is no longer available to talk to me. I know when I'm alone I will break down, but for now I will take it moment to moment.