Change Is Constant
I really struggled with November 9th. Not only is it my father's birthday, but also the birthday of my late boyfriend. How I wish things had turned out differently between Timothy and me, but the universe did not foresee us having a lasting life together. It was young and impetuous with no clear goals; what teenager is expected to have their lives figured out at fourteen and fifteen respectively?
No, the better thought should be at least for me is to stop trying to plan my life and actually live my life.
I spend so much of my time trying to go back and fix my mistakes, that I forget why things happened in the first place. I think maybe, it's because in my mind if I can somehow make it better it would change the outcome. I know that everyone comes to that fork in the road where they can choose to take one path or the other, however, you choose there is a consequence of each action or inaction that you choose some decisions you make right or wrong the only thing for sure is that change is constant.
No, the better thought should be at least for me is to stop trying to plan my life and actually live my life.
I spend so much of my time trying to go back and fix my mistakes, that I forget why things happened in the first place. I think maybe, it's because in my mind if I can somehow make it better it would change the outcome. I know that everyone comes to that fork in the road where they can choose to take one path or the other, however, you choose there is a consequence of each action or inaction that you choose some decisions you make right or wrong the only thing for sure is that change is constant.
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