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The "In-between" People

I recently lost my disability appeal and had to apply for the decision to be rescinded. I have had no income to support myself since April of 2016. I feel like I am going up against Goliath. They are burying me in mountains of paperwork and asking me the same questions over and over again. The only thing that helps is working with my physical therapist. I finally have a new therapist who is actually the sister of one of my childhood friends. I am just trying to get better. I found a general surgeon who will perform my hernia surgery, but I have to get enough of the weight off of me to make sure that it's safer and I won't have any complications. I just want to stop looking like I am going to give birth at any moment. It's as if unless you are elderly or have a gang of children you can get help, but someone like me, or in my situation has to fight tooth and nail to receive help in a timely manner. Because of so many people like patients, doctors and nurses defrauding fo

As Well As I Can

This has been the first writings in about 7 months. I am still attempting to get my bearings about the direction of where my life is going. I was devastated to have to leave school and not be able to use my diplomas or my degrees. I had gone through all of the hard work to complete all of my requirements, only to be shut out of what is rightfully mine. It simply all boiled down to money. The way the school is set up you are supposed to graduate debt-free, however not may people can pay off their tuition like that in one sitting otherwise, they would be at a major university. I don't even go to my school's website since I had to withdraw from school, it is simply too painful to see others get ready for graduation. I have already had that privilege, but I just want to be able to use my degree and my diplomas and sit for my exams. I know that my FATHER will make this situation right for me one way or the other.