The Face of Heart Failure

What's sexy to me is when your man eases up behind you when you're making him breakfast and he says you're very sexy to him with no make up on, you're in a t-shirt and shorts and and he says you are the most beautiful woman to him, he makes you feel sexy because you are a big girl and that's what he likes, he sees other women checking him out when you're shopping and turn around and kiss you so passionately letting the world know you are his lady or he calls you up in the middle of his day because the very though of you turns him on.....that's priceless

She left as swiftly as she came into this world. My niece Sheeleyah Imani  was born May 17th, 2012, She never cried, never opened her beautiful eyes, and she will never know the pain her mother suffered to have her. We never knew she was coming, so we were not prepared for her arrival. We are devastated by this loss and my sister is in a pain I never could endure. That beautiful little creature drifted in and out of our lives, but we will forever be blessed to know her. I will always wonder if she will have our smart-ass mouth or her mother's fashion sense or my stubborness or her Auntie Sandra's love of math, or would she have been able to throw down in the kitchen like her Auntie Chapelle. We will never help her get ready for homecoming or her first date or prom and her mother will never be able to walk her down the aisle or her father during the first dance, but one thing she will feel as her spirit has gone up and out, is that she was loved.

There aren't many times in my life when I find some remarkable people that pass my way, but my sisters are some of those few remarkable people. I used to envy my oldest sister Chapelle and at times hated being compared to her in school, but she has buried two beautiful children and she still manages to put a smile on her face. My sister Sandra has been trotting through her life getting knocked down continuously, but she still manages to get back up. My baby sister Samantha finally realized that we, her sisters would always have her back and she finally apologized to us for acting the way she has been all these years. Even the men in my life who came to hurt me, taught me to value myself more and to put me in the number one position. If I had never encountered these people I never would have learned those lessons.