Why They No Longer Mean Anything

These are my wedding rings. They used to mean the world to me, but for the last three months or so they've been devoid of any meaning to me other than a constant reminder of why I don't want to be married to this man anymore. We have nothing in common. We're never on the same page financially. 
I shouldn't have to ask him for money to pay bills when he should offer. It's not like I'm asking for an allowance each week, far from it. I asked him one time for $50 dollars just for myself and he hemned and hawed about it before he gave it to me.
In all honesty I have fallen out of love with my husband and I don't want to be married to him anymore. When I approach this subject with him he is going to react badly. Oh, he says that if a woman doesn't want him that all she has to do is say so, but he's very spiteful when his feelings are hurt and I don't want any drama, but the longer I keep quiet the more I feel my anger building and I don't want to blurt out I want a divorce in anger. I would like to sit down and discuss it like adults.
Here's to wishful thinking.

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