Triggered
I'm still being triggered with eating foods that aren't good for me. I didn't realize how stressful my home situation is for me. I am terrified that we will all have to seperate for a while until we can find a place to be comfortable. My new husband may have to go back and live with his mother for a few weeks until we can find a place that will rent to us.
The major hurdle would be our rental history. Because Sandra and I have evictions people aren't so quick to want to give us a chance to prove we would be a good tenant even though i have lived in this complex for 11 years.
I worry about them when they sleep because they depend on me for a place to live. Father God knows I need help figuring this out. I should be sleeping, but that's hard to do when my family is in jeopardy.
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