Stillness

I still don't know why the emptiness remains with me. I try to quiet my mind and be still, but I am so restless and resentful......there I said it out loud.
It feels like torment to see all these babies and knowing that you can never have one.
Then you read about people putting babies in garbage cans or leaving them on the sides of the road. I cannot for the life of me understand why a person would do that.
Be still Susan.....be still.

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