Sometimes
There comes that time in your life that you realize that sometimes the timing is just off. You get caught up in the moment, but that still small voice says, not yet, please don't do this right now.
Of course, you want to be willful and do it any way; sometimes the cost of doing that is too much, sometimes in doing so, you end up worse off than when you started. What is the old saying, people who don't learn from their mistakes are doomed to repeat them?
People's perception of me stems from how I was, NOT who I am today. a hot-headed teenager and young adult is not my focus anymore. Health wise, me getting upset and angry has a very negative impact on my body. I stressed myself so about my disability hearing that was earlier this month, that I started smoking again. Yikes! 15 years down the drain, BUT I am hopeful that I can quit again. I WILL quit again, my health depends on it.
Now that I am back in school, I still find it difficult to juggle being in a relationship. I honestly don't know how other people do it, but they seem to make it work. In the past I would have ended things to make sure my focus stayed on school, the difference now, it that I am willing to do both.
Sometimes, it's just hard.
Of course, you want to be willful and do it any way; sometimes the cost of doing that is too much, sometimes in doing so, you end up worse off than when you started. What is the old saying, people who don't learn from their mistakes are doomed to repeat them?
People's perception of me stems from how I was, NOT who I am today. a hot-headed teenager and young adult is not my focus anymore. Health wise, me getting upset and angry has a very negative impact on my body. I stressed myself so about my disability hearing that was earlier this month, that I started smoking again. Yikes! 15 years down the drain, BUT I am hopeful that I can quit again. I WILL quit again, my health depends on it.
Now that I am back in school, I still find it difficult to juggle being in a relationship. I honestly don't know how other people do it, but they seem to make it work. In the past I would have ended things to make sure my focus stayed on school, the difference now, it that I am willing to do both.
Sometimes, it's just hard.
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