Dreamless Sleep
When I first came home from the hospital, I would sleep and would awake and not remember having a dream. I have always had a vivid active imagination, but to have a dreamless sleep was very unusual, and for a person like me, almost frightening. I thought I was losing that unique thing that made me me, my creativity.
In 2012 when my ex-fiancee attacked me and was both emotionally and physically abusive, my whole world became a constant endless stream of nightmares. Some I would share, and others I would not, for the simple fact that they disturbed me so that I simply could not speak about them.
My anxiety and depression is so bad that I have been diagnosed with PTSD(post traumatic stress disorder). I am transparent and both my doctor and my therapist is helping me to regain my life back. Last night was the first time that I had a dreamless sleep. It was nice to sleep and not have anything there.
I cannot not change what happened to me, but by the Grace of God, I am still here and I am truly blessed for that.
In 2012 when my ex-fiancee attacked me and was both emotionally and physically abusive, my whole world became a constant endless stream of nightmares. Some I would share, and others I would not, for the simple fact that they disturbed me so that I simply could not speak about them.
My anxiety and depression is so bad that I have been diagnosed with PTSD(post traumatic stress disorder). I am transparent and both my doctor and my therapist is helping me to regain my life back. Last night was the first time that I had a dreamless sleep. It was nice to sleep and not have anything there.
I cannot not change what happened to me, but by the Grace of God, I am still here and I am truly blessed for that.
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